Dad have you read your Bible?

In the last couple of weeks I been a little down and irritable and when I get this way my family
tries to tip toe around me. At times I feel like the hole world is on my shoulder's and that I have so much to do that it will never get done. I had some problems with my old truck the other night while Kenny Ray was helping me put my tools away he asked me a question now I am use to him asking questions, but this question hit me like a bullet between the eyes. He said Dad " have you read your bible in the last couple days? And the answer was no son I have not had time. He said dad you will feel better if you read it and he went and got it for me. He broke my heart with his words.
I told a friend that I work with about it and how hard it was trying to change and doing everything right. And he told me that I was not going to do everything right and that it was the adversary telling me I was not good enough and to why bother living the way God wants it, that its to hard. That I need to listen To Kenny Ray and just read the word. It just that simple. So I put the bible back in my truck to read while I am at dinner.