Are you lost and stumbling in the night?

John 11: 10 but if man walk in the night, he stumbleth because there is no light
I was reading this morning and this struck a nerve with me . it seems that most of life I have
drifted from one thing to another. with no certain purpose than to keep earning money and believing that my life would improve with the more money that I earned. But in fact all it ever did was make me miserable. When I had my own business all I ever made me was miserable.
The time that it took away from my family and the pressure of being pulled in so many directions ,was not worth the money. My wife told me one day that I was turning into a miserable old man, so I sold it. My mother said she had been praying for me that another door would open up . I did get another job but the door that opened up for me was my farm. And I have been drawn there ever since. The more I read my Bible the more I see the light , the more I am drawn to an agrarian life. I must pay for my sins of the past of being in the night on my journey into the light. As I believe God will forgive us of our sins, but he does not take way any
consequences brought on by them .